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Welcome to Adventure Monkey!

Feed your Adventure Monkey or die.

Life had become a commute to a cubicle farm, the production of meaningless media and a commute back home leaving me tired and disinterested. I felt like a walking dead man. My Adventure Monkey was starved.

I soon learned while cycling through the Kansas countryside for hours at a time that we all have inside of us an Adventure Monkey, the need for adventure in our lives. Click HERE for a full explanation of this monkey business.

I am a professional photographer that fell in love with cycling. At Adventure Monkey, I share my cycling adventures and photography in hopes that I may inspire you to remember your dreams and live the life you have always wanted to live, no excuses or regrets. It's time to live.

Feed Your Monkey!

-Eric

Visit my store HERE to order prints or other items (adventure Monkey shirts soon!?)

Click HERE to go to my portfolio website.

Click HERE to go to my Facebook page.

Remember to leave comments! Thanks!

Kansas Bicycling Photoshoot

Even though I made a facebook announcement, no one else met up with Bobby and I at High Gear for the ride. A lot of lame excuses like I have class at 1:00 or it’s too wet, muddy and cold outside. But Bobby and I were on a mission. We just didn’t quite realize how much we would have to pay.

I was talking to Matt, Bobby and Garret about the hill I wanted to shoot the picture on. It was the hill that I take to get into the Flint Hills. They knew this hill and let me know it is the first big Dirty Kanza hill and even these members of the insane cycling posse knew of its power. I didn’t feel so bad because this is the hill that sometimes slows me down to 5mph and I feel on top of the world (and close to a coronary) If I can keep a 10mph pace up that hill. That usually doesn’t happen. Even better. Dirty Kanza hill here we come.

Bobby seemed pretty excited so I didn’t remind him that this shoot wasn’t for a “real” magazine and that only 41 people would read it. I wanted to keep him enthused.

We had some great conversation on the way to the hill. Another plus for biking. If we were jogging I would have been out of breath and the conversation would have been limited to about four minutes. A bike ride is perfect for making friends and telling stories. We discussed biking, shaving, God, mud, marriage, careers and other things on this short ride.

We turned off the pavement and hit gravel. The road was packed down enough to where we could ride fine, but the mud started flinging up and onto everything. It was funny, at first. This is what got me into trouble as a kid. In the moment of doing something stupid, it feels fun and reckless and I don’t think of the consequences. It is an Adventure Monkey kind of high. I knew I was getting a bit muddy but I didn’t realize just how muddy. The thing was, we were shooting the cover shot for Kansas Bicycling and this was the perfect Kansas Winter day just like I described HERE.

We got to the Dirty Kanza hill and rode to the top. I felt the burn. I set my bike against a fence post, got my camera gear out of my trunk bag and instantly realized it was freezing outside. I was wet, muddy and cold. I rigged up my flash to use outside, picked the spot to sink it into the muddy ground and told Bobby to ride up the hill. This could be the steepest hill in this area. I was using my little Nikon strobe at full power and therefore could only get one good shot per hill climb for Bobby. This was definitely a low budget, high talent production. We had no assistants to help us out. In fact, I was so muddy, that my muddy gloves coated my nice camera with mud and it was difficult to even check out my images on the LCD of the camera. The image was obscured and I hoped my knowledge would get me a good shot. Good thing I was using a weather sealed Nikon camera. I will talk serious details about how I shot this later.

Flash clamped to the fence was too far away so I jammed the clamp into the mud on the side of the road with the flash head sticking out.

Just starting and still in good spirits

Checking the flash output while striking a pose

Getting ready for the first climb

Can't really have too many pictures of Bobby right?

Climb one of twelve - this one didn't make the cut

Hey Bobby can you hold the flash in your cold dead fingers so I can shoot the Fargo?

Pure Fargotastic

After counting the pictures, I made Bobby ride up that hill 12 times to get the shot. I would have made him do it more, but I was freezing and he started to cry. Just kidding Bobby rode that hill like a champion. Unlike the team that shoots the covers of Bicycling Magazine somewhere warm, we still had to ride back home in the cold mud. I had on my nice warm gear including shoe covers, while Bobby didn’t. I think I heard him say something like, “My feet have never been this cold in my life.” I laughed. More on the inside than I showed him I hope. I got home and looked at my bike. Yuck, it will probably never be the same.

It was worth it. The final image is sick. You’ll have to wait to see it. I have something cooking… tell you about it tomorrow.

Back at High Gear

The Fargo in the rack at High Gear

To shave or not to shave? I call this piece "mud coating on hairy leg"

What was I thinking?

I hope I didn't screw up the bike...

I bet Lance doesn't have to clean his bike(s)

I call this piece, "mud splattered backside"

Thanks for reading.

Feed Your Monkey!

-Eric

February 8, 2010 - 8:22 am Randy - Man, you guys need to get you some fenders!

February 8, 2010 - 8:37 am John B. - Really great shots, Eric. This looks like one of those "I'm-so-glad-I'm-back-I'm-glad-I-went" trips.

If you still want to go…

My Friday off has finally come and I needed it. Work was frustrating and I needed some time on my bike. When I looked outside this morning I saw what I expected. It is a damp, wet snowy day. Bobby and Garret showed some interest yesterday about riding today. So I texted Bobby…”plans for today?”

He texted back, “are you still wanting to ride in this stuff? cause i will if you will.”
Sounded like a challenge to me. I texted a message about me protecting my reputation or something. I wanted to get some feeling to come across the text, but realizing that wasn’t possible and that I had been composing a well thought out text for the last 15 minutes, I just texted a short message with a smiley face. This is what communication has resorted to.

Bobby texted back. ”do you want me to bring my road bike or mtb. what would be better for the shot?”

Maybe he hadn’t gotten up yet and looked out the window or maybe he has been looking at too many of those cycling magazines with the ripped, smiling cyclists riding on sunny pavement, pedaling a sweet, spotless bike that costs more than my car. “mtb for sure.”

Kansas Bicyling here we come. Stay tuned.

Feeding my Monkey, are you?

-Eric

February 5, 2010 - 4:10 pm LeLan Dains - Oh my, I can't wait to see the cover shot! - - - You will love this one for sure!

February 5, 2010 - 10:38 pm Matt S. - Where all did you end up going? I actually took the road bike out for a quick trip to Olpe and back. It seemed to me the roads were mostly clear, although wet, but the gravel roads looked like a soup sandwich. - - - We had soup sandwhich covering every inch of our bikes and most of us too...

February 6, 2010 - 7:39 am Tracy - I so admire you! My bike sits in the shed waiting for spring. I spend my winter planning adventures for spring. Well, at least as far as biking is concerned. My adventure monkey plays in other arenas throughout the winter -- mostly words! Winter is a good excuse for extra hours with pen in hand, fingers on keyboard, what have 'ya.

This is exciting…

My faithful 41 fans. I love each and every one of you. Well I checked the stats tonight (anything besides riding the rollers). It is looking a lot better than 41. I have a lot of people show up, but I still think I have my faithful 41 fans. A few leave comments which I love and I have become friends with some of you via email. It has been fun. I hope to find some time to create some tutorials. I am having trouble finding time to do a lot of extra activities, besides writing this blog, of course. Well check this out:

Monthly stats for the life of the blog

Looks like we have been growing every month! January was a stellar month with 1,506 unique visitors and 2,373 page loads. Now it’s not The Fat Cyclist kind of numbers, but not bad for the Adventure Monkey’s first year. It looks like 337 were entertained enough to come back last month too. Nice! And that’s the blog page, not the Facebook page.

Ok, let’s grow some more. If we get enough visitors, I will become a famous super blogger and be able to quit my “real” (real=sucky) job (yeah there’s some details missing, but dare to dream right?) I am thinking of t-shirts, hats and jerseys with the cute little Adventure Monkey on it. Who wants one besides me? After you all buy Adventure Monkey gear, some fine art for your walls, I can quit the job and make this site more useful to all my fans. I will never forget my first 41 though. You hold a special place in my heart. I am looking for a good charity to support too. Something along the lines of empowering the less fortunate, not just giving them stuff. Let me know if you have any ideas for me.

So to help out the Adventure Monkey and my quest to quit my “real job” let’s spread the word! Email a couple of friends about the site. I will publish the numbers next month to show you all how you did. I am excited, basically because it is still Winter and I have nothing to do besides look at these graphs. Now they have to come to the blog, not the facebook page, because that doesn’t count.

Thank you to Marisa for working your angle for me to get the fine art photograpy displayed in the Kansas City area. We will see. I will let you all know when I have displays set up so you can check it out. Anyone know of a commercial place that needs art on the walls? I can provide it for free if they display my info.

Ok, so I know, this post sucks. I want you to do something for the Adventure Monkey and I didn’t even post any pictures. To be honest I need the help. I promise to repay you when I get some more time to work on the Adventure Monkey. I hope we can support a great cause or start one in the future. Spread the word.

Friday’s coming and snow or cold, I’m riding.

Feed Your Monkey!
-Eric

February 4, 2010 - 8:55 am Jenni in KS - Those are exciting numbers! I'm not a cyclist, but I would buy and wear one of those Adventure Monkey T-shirts. My T-shirt stash is getting low. Have you considered Compassion International? They get good ratings from Charity Watch and I've been impressed with what I've heard about them from fellow bloggers like Pioneer Woman and Robin at Pensieve. You should really read Ladd's (Pioneer Woman's dh) posts from the Compassion International trip he took. Here's the link to his first post about it: http://thepioneerwoman.com/blog/2008/11/from_marlboro_man/ When we visited them last April, he talked more about it, and the things he said really have me sold on this organization. I also like Kiva.org and Heifer Project International. I'm planning to do a post linking you and showing the print once it arrives. If you had an Adventure Monkey badge, I might even put it in my sidebar. I need to rearrange my layout anyway.

February 4, 2010 - 10:10 am James Goering - Glad to see some people are coming to get a little taste of the Adventure Monkey. If you make t-shirts I will definitely get some! Not too sure about purchasing some of your artwork yet though. Its on my wish list, now I just need to spend the next year or so stashing cash in my matress. Keep up the good work!

February 5, 2010 - 12:08 am Errin - Wow, I had never even thought to check on my blogs traffic. Thanks for this informative post. I'll keep an eye out for a hat or a t-shirt.

February 5, 2010 - 6:53 am Sue - Very cool. I checked your blog out after reading another blog randomly. Love the blog so far and the art...:) Here's a couple of interesting charities you might like: An Angel in Queens : http://www.anangelinqueens.org/ There are a few articles on his site...:) Hair Flair for Hope: An article: http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2009/12/30/AR2009123000998.html Extra information: http://hometown-columbia.com/2009/11/18/hair-flair-for-hope-translated-please-donate-yarn/ Facebook page:http://www.facebook.com/pages/Hair-Flair-for-Hope/176391009614 ~Peace~

February 7, 2010 - 9:29 am John B. - Eric, Congrats on the visitors. As you may have seen me say of you over at my place, I think you're doing fine work here. You've earned those return visits. As to charities: Over at my blog, I have links to some charities who build and distribute and teach people how to maintain bicycles to places in Africa. Like you, I've been giving some thought to generating a bit of income to send some money their way; they, and (as others have mentioned here) Kiva.org and Heifer International are my candidates for this. In Wichita, we also have a fledgling bike collective that would be worthy of some money, too.

Interval Training?

I was reading in my bicycling magazine about interval training. Basically riding hard for 5, 30, and 60 seconds with rest in between. I start to get worried about my physical condition when I read this stuff. I am trying to get in great shape, but with the weather and my lack of discipline, I don’t feel like I am doing so well. I don’t know my target heart rate nor do I have a heart rate monitor. You know what? I (you) don’t need “all the stuff” to start doing something. I (you) just need to get off the couch and do something great with what I (you) have. I rode my old, uncomfortable bike for 90 miles. It moved when I pedaled it, so at the time that was good enough. Don’t get caught up in all the “stuff.” Same with photography. I took incredible photos with my old Canon AE-1. It’s not the equipment, it’s me (you).

I received an email from a real cyclist that visits the blog (you know who you are number 41) and felt sorry for me. It was a great email. It calmed me down. He basically said to get in the miles and don’t stress the training, just get in the miles. If I get to the point where I no longer enjoyed cycling, things have gotten out of hand. I took it to heart and knew how to get a great ride and great training at the same time. The Flint Hills. I headed to the hills made of flint for my Sunday ride. Hill after hill, there’s no way to slack off riding out there. Add a bit of snow and freezing temperatures and I was in for a great ride. Enjoy! Let me know if you are in the area on Sundays. I ride every Sunday.

Kansas is like a wasteland in the winter. Everything had a layer of frost on it when I set out. Almost all the pictures today where taken by a blind eye. My glasses fogged up when I stopped, so I could only see shapes when I was shooting. It was cold and I could only stop for a short time for each shot. It's all about shapes.

The hill leading into the Flint Hills. It's been on the blog before. She's a tough B*tch and I was slowed to 5mph at the top. She put me in my place.

Thorny tree with ice

Sticking to those ruts was tough. It was icy underneath the snow and I was slipping and sliding down the road. Great workout!

I got back from taking the last shot and found the Fargo trying to make snow angels.

Looking back at the hill

T in the road and hills ahead

Here we go on the snowy hills. You should have been there. It was a blast!

The drops.

Old tree

I would have ridden all day, but it was Mikey’s day today! Watch your fingers, he’s into that cupcake! Time flies.

After the ride we had a skating party at Rollers for Mikey. Happy 4th Birthday!

Feed Your Monkey!

-Eric

February 3, 2010 - 5:32 am MOM - Hi Eric, I finally got caught up with all your writings which I have to say are excellent............all that schooling did you well..lol and the pictures are gorgeous. Eric you have so much talent, what a gift you have been given...........you have been blessed in so many ways. I know you will find what you are looking for. But for now I am happy you are searching in positive ways............and opening yourself up to new things.......Keep it up, my son! I love you and am always proud of you! Mom --- -- Oh Mom, I'm blushing...all my friends are gonna see :)

February 3, 2010 - 1:05 pm mark giffin - man you have got some great roads to train on,no traffic just open spaces.what a great way to get the mind clear.look foward to see you at DK 200. YOUR COLD WEATHER RIDES ARE CAUSING ME TO RIDE OUTSIDE MORE THANKS. MG - - Good Deal - get out there and ride! Hope to see you at the finish line of the DK.

February 5, 2010 - 12:06 am Errin - Those are some amazing pics.

More Winter Cycling

I almost wimped out last Friday. It was cold, windy and slippery. I took Mikey to school, did some computer work and decided to eat lunch with my mom and Jen at ESU. As I drove through the snow, I was thinking of all the other things I had to do, like shovel the driveway, fix a leaky bathroom vent and the hole in the wall from my last accident workout on the rollers. I had already tweeted something cool about riding in the snow, showing how manly I was, so I couldn’t wimp out.

ESU campus in the snow

I put on my gear and rode through the unshoveled driveway and looked at my front stoop covered by a snowdrift. “Better get Alex on that”, I thought. I didn’t want to take away his opportunity to shine.

So it was a cold ride. I am sick of them. I muscled out 17 miles in the snow and didn’t fall once. I bet cycling in Arizona is nice about now. At least I got outside and rode.

The Fargo in the snow

Feed Your Monkey!

-Eric

February 2, 2010 - 12:47 pm James Goering - I was able to force myself to go biking yesterday, unfortunately I did fall down. Good work staying upright! Thanks! I'm getting better and have let some air out of the tires to help out.

February 3, 2010 - 4:45 am justanoldhobo - Eric, What tires are you running in the snow? I am still slip sliding away on the Vulpines. - - - Hobo, I have put on some Hutchinson Toro XC tires. They work great! I let some air out and that helps too.

How to make winter better…

Do whatever the guy on the cover of Bicycling is doing (March 2010). Let’s take a look (click on the picture to see the happy cyclist larger).

I got home from riding in negative temperatures, the Kansas wind, and the slippery snow to be greeted at home by this grinning cyclist on the cover of this month’s magazine. Yeah, I know a lot of bike snobs diss this magazine, but I am a newbie and like reading it. (Must be like Popular Photography to me, which I despise). Anyway, I took offense to this cyclist having such a great time in the Winter. What’s he doing wearing shorts, a short sleeve jersey, completely ripped and smiling this time of year?

If I designed the cover, it would go more like this:

My new friend, Bobby would be on the cover. He’s a good looking kid with chiseled features and doesn’t have the money to match his gear quite as well as the cheesy cyclist. We would make him ride about 70 miles, hard. Then I would shoot this cover shot while the sun was descending in the western sky. He’d be climbing a snow covered hill in Kansas. I guarantee you there would be no blue skies or smiling. The bike would be covered in frozen grit and grime and although Bobby is ripped it would be hiding under layers of muddy and sweaty clothing. I’d add some hard light from the side for contrast. This intense image would be in black and white. That’s right, a black and white cover shot with a colored flag (Bicycling text). No way would it say “Spring Training Issue.” It’s still winter for most of us in North America. Cyclists around here are going through withdrawals. Some have even resorted to going to spin class. Seeing that Spring statement at this time of year in Kansas is likely to put a cyclist over the edge.

Two more things would have to be changed. “Party at Lance’s place” needs to go. You might as well spit in my face. Here’s another reason you suck. You will never go to Lance’s place.  How about something like, “Hanging with Matt at the bike shop to avoid cold weather” or “Just hang on, Spring will be here soon.” The other change would have to be the “Get” line. Seems like this particular magazine uses it quite a bit. “Get Fit and Fast,” “Get Power Abs,” “Get Lean Now,” and last Summer “Get Fit Fast.” It doesn’t always say Get, but it is always something great I as an aspiring cyclist need to have – “Legs of Steel,” “The best Shape of Your LIfe,” Make Your Bike Faster,” Beat Stress,” you get the picture. This time of year, get real, it should say, “Get Off The Couch,” or maybe “Get Warm With Cycling,” something a little more realistic to people in this hemisphere in the Winter.

The rest is pretty good and something exciting, Emporia, Kansas and the Dirty Kanza 200 indirectly made the cover. The “10 Amazing Rides” Headline. Check it out. On page 71 there is a list of ten rides to try around the country. The Dirty Kanza is listed – Nice!

Hey Bobby, maybe we should shoot that cover idea? Anyone want to see Kansas Bicycling Magazine?

Get outside. Feed Your Monkey!

-Eric

February 1, 2010 - 9:52 am LeLan Dains - I would read 'Kansas Bicyclist.' Especially if a dreamy cyclist like Bobby is on the cover. The DK is getting fantastic publicity and it is well deserved. If you haven't seen it already you should check out the article in 'Mountain Bike' magazine. There are a few good lookin' High Gear boys in there to boot! Boobby would be the eye candy that would sell magazines for sure.

February 2, 2010 - 12:37 am Matt S. - Another story idea - "Get Dressed for a Winter Bike Trip in Less Than Twenty Minutes!" - -Love it! You'll be a guest writer.

February 2, 2010 - 7:23 pm bobby w. - i am all about this cover shoot. seriously eric, when you want to make it happen let me know and i am totally there. kansas bicyclist would sell out nationwide. probably because people would be asking themselves, "they have bikes in kansas now? man...i still thought they used horses and buggies there." oh no my friends, we are on the forefront of the biking frontier, the whole world should know it as well! by the way, i read this blog on garret's iphone today and almost died laughing, the thing about lance's house is so right and so funny. Glad you liked it! Seriously - let's do the shoot! I will layout the Mag cover too. I'll probably see you at High Gear and we can work it out. It's got to be on a cloudy afternoon with snow to get the full effect! Kansas Cyclist is gonna be the bomb.

February 8, 2010 - 7:26 am Kansas Bicycling Photoshoot » Adventure Monkey - [...] How to make winter better… [...]

Man up…

Negative temperatures outside? Snow blowing in your face? A little Inspiration for snow biking HERE. If Jill can do it, I can do it. If I can do it, you can do it.

enough said

I suck, but I’ll take the link

I found this on a site unrelated to mine. Someone mentioned my writing in the comments of THIS BLOG! I totally agree with this one. I am almost a famous super blogger.

Incredible photography IMO. His writing doesn’t always hold my interest, but I wouldn’t miss the photos:

http://www.theadventuremonkey.com/blog/

Now scroll down and read my drivel in the next post.

Feed Your Monkey!
-Eric

January 27, 2010 - 8:11 pm another sue - I'm so sorry. I tried to word that so that it showed clearly that my taste can be fickle, not your output! And your photography is so very, very good. You know that, right? I've been trying to rework my budget so I can afford to have one of your masterpieces in my home, but alas, so far I've not been able to make it happen. I did laugh when I saw your post from today with the single shot of your office, after all of the magnificent nature photos I was trying to "share" with folks. Can't win, can I? At any rate, my interest wanes on the cycling specifics, but never on the scenery. Just sayin'. I am laughing reading your comment! I am pretty sarcastic and like a good ribbing, so I actually didn't mind the comment. In fact thanks so much for the link, I have gotten some hits because of it. I have no false hopes on my writing, I just hope my goofyness and honesty connects with and inspires people. So you didn't like that sweet shot of my new cube? Funny stuff. Let me know if you want to go for a bike ride!

January 27, 2010 - 8:56 pm June Gardens - Now, see, I think your writing is interesting. Don't you hate it when you read something like that about you? I was in this funniest blogger contest once and had to read how bad I suck all over the blog world. I refuse to say "blogosphere." Except I just did. At least she said your pictures were good. Which they are. Write on, person who is adventuresome and monkeysome! Hey thanks! My mom thinks it's pretty good too. There's a lot of people out there, hopefully I can connect with a few.

January 27, 2010 - 9:56 pm Matt - Cool! You got mentioned in another blog! I'll have to check that out right now! "Wolf Creek's Internet use policy restricts access to this web page at this time. All Wolf Creek Internet Access is logged and monitored." Well, I guess I will check it out at home. Ha - you don't want to mess with national security! Reading that blog may affect the health and safety of the public!

January 27, 2010 - 10:13 pm Matt - Haha, that's hilarious. We'll have to hook up for a ride sometime, man. I work a really screwed up schedule, though.

January 28, 2010 - 2:09 pm James Goering - I will have to disagree with the person who made the comment on that other blog. Your writing is great but I could maybe see how someone who isn't into cycling could be less than riveted. Less than riveted? I just don't see it ;)

January 29, 2010 - 9:52 am Tracy - If you write believing your prose will please everyone, you're certainly in for disappointment. Same goes for the photos. Just please yourself and the fans will follow. And hey, a link is a link! I agree 100%. I decided to start this blog and do the photography I wanted to do for me and hope a few people like it too. Good or bad - a link is a link! I'll take it.

I don’t hate my job…

I added some new links on the links page (under favorites)of this blog. Looks like some of the insane cycling posse also have blogs. Check them out.  

My cube at work

I must set the record straight. I have a great job. I should love my job. I get to work on a Mac, my platform of choice, and create graphics, photography and video. I get paid well and have good benefits. In this day and age I should be happy and shut up about it. 

So what’s my problem (besides never being able to keep up with Matt on a long ride)? I dislike the circumstances. I have had many jobs and a few careers in my short life. I have never found that perfect fit. Yes, I realize many of you hate your jobs and they suck way worse than mine and I sound like a cry baby. So what are YOU waiting for? 

We all have choices. The life you want is out there, if you are willing to make the sacrifices to get there. Sometimes those sacrifices may be too great, but usually it is US that isn’t great enough to suck it up and make the necessary sacrifices to change our lives. Live without TV, internet, gasoline, new clothes? I have been on photographic trips with mission organizations and have witnessed first hand families with nothing for material possessions living very simple lives. Were they miserable? No. In fact, they seemed happier in those circumstances than most Americans I know with much. 

Thinking of people with less and people with really tough jobs, does make me feel like a cry baby. But the feeling I have inside, sometimes physical, on Sunday evenings thinking of work the next day, is very real. I know in my heart that there is something for me to do here, and this isn’t it. Let me give you some history. Maybe you can relate. And you youngsters in the insane cycling posse, maybe I can impart some wisdom (OMG, did I just become an adult? No it will pass). 

Disclaimer: I believe life is a journey and there are no mistakes, just choices. When I say mistake, it is just to say, if I could do it all again (which I can’t because that would cause a rip in the time-space continuum, butterfly effects, and who knows what else) I would make different choices. Thank God I can’t go back. In my infinite wisdom, I am sure I would screw things up bad if I went back. 

I went straight to college. That was a “mistake.” I should have taken some time off. I should ridden a bike across America and Europe. I should have gotten some real experience while I had no commitments and really gotten to know myself. The problem was I didn’t know myself, didn’t realize the power of a bicycle and didn’t have my own mindset yet. I was still a drone, living to the expectations of society and my family. I am completely OK with my kids doing something at this time in their lives after high school they are passionate about. As we grow older and gain more commitments, this becomes very difficult to do and one may end up in a job that seems like prison. I want my kids to realize that they can do anything, seriously anything they want to at this age. They don’t need to follow everyone else to a school. Maybe there is a great idea inside them that they should put their energy towards instead of learning all the names and functions of the cell in College Biology. 

I just got done typing a long, boring description of the path from college to here. Then I deleted it, because no one cares. Here is the nutshell version. 

Photographer (paid for college in a darkroom) 

High school science teacher (2 schools, 3 years) 

Graphic designer and photographer 

Car salesman 

Manager of a photo lab 

Owner of a portrait and wedding studio 

Nuclear chemistry technician 

Media specialist of a nuclear energy company 

More than one person has called me a renaissance man and was impressed at that convoluted path of jobs. My wife wasn’t so impressed and it caused some marital problems. 

So if you are still reading, all that was to say that now at 37 years old, I have a better idea of who I am and what I want to do. I am glad I have been such a screw up. That crazy path and a few failures has made me who I am and has shown me that I am capable of much. Dealing with failure is priceless in finding yourself. Also, and most importantly, if I hadn’t taken that convoluted path, I would not have met and married the love of my life, the best thing I have ever done. (I wonder if she is still reading. I wonder if anyone is.) 

Is it too late for me with three kids still at home, a mortgage and a set lifestyle? 

Discovering and feeding my Adventure Monkey by riding a bicycle so many miles has shown me that anything is possible. Am I prepared to make some sacrifices? Is my family? This is definitely something we will be working through. I know for sure that working a job that is full of meaningless busywork and this feeling in the pit of my stomach I have at work has to go. I feel a calling to do more. It’s more than just plain old fashioned job dissatisfaction. It’s a need to make a contribution to this world, a need to be creative, a need to work with a motivated team of like minded individuals, a need to be independent and a desire to be able to have a job that goes hand in hand with a bicycle. Sound impossible? Keep reading this blog. I have faith. 

Feed Your Monkey! 

–Eric 


January 27, 2010 - 8:58 pm bobby w. - i'll keep reading this blog. and i'll also be praying for you and the job situation. none of us are perfect in any way, i know this especially about myself, and that physical feeling inside you about your job just very well may be God moving in your heart. i've worked at 2 different factories 3 times and i literally felt sick in my stomach thinking about the mindless act that was my job that i had to go to each day. it was only during 3 summers, but it was more than my creative soul could handle and literally caused me to withdraw from those around me for the first time in my life. i've been trying to keep in mind what you were saying about the candid response of "it could always be worse" and i'm trying to rather ask myself "why can't it be better" more and more. but i've been failing a lot too...but we can't give up, and thats what this post is all about. We always fail, but dealing with failure makes us who we are right? I know His plan is perfect and I try not to hate the blessing of this job, but that feeling is there. But that's good, because I would have never started this blog, got on my bike, or started planning a cross country adventure with my son if I was fulfilled at work.

January 28, 2010 - 7:32 am Jenni in KS - Wait! You're younger than me? Okay, not by much, but I figured with that long and varied list you must be older. Sometimes I feel like I haven't done *enough* with my life. I guess it isn't how many things you do as much as it is doing the things that matter. We have both done things that matter and there is still plenty of time for us each to do more. I have often wished that I had not taken that year off after high school and gone straight to college instead. But I didn't have a clue what I wanted to do. 20 years later and I still don't have a clue. If I had gone straight to college, though, I wonder if other things would be the same. Would Danny and I still have gotten married? Would we still have four kids? I suppose there are too many things I wouldn't want to change to worry about what ifs. Gotta enjoy the present, learn from the past and plan for the future - but live in the now so we don't miss it.

January 28, 2010 - 3:03 pm Jennifer - Yes, Honey I was still reading! I love you..and I am glad that we have both been on this crazy adventure together...Your time will happen

January 28, 2010 - 9:09 pm Errin - Great post. I'm in a similar boat. Although over the past 3 years I've come to terms with it I guess. I'm a TV editor, and while some might think it's a cool job, to me, it's just a job. I never went to college, I've been working in the entertainment industry since I graduated high school actually. To me this industry is just that, another industry. However, people come from all over the US with their degrees to work here. I never set out to be an editor, and didn't even know what one was until I started doing it. Sometimes I feel bad that I'm taking a job from someone that has gone to school and made the goal to work in Hollywood. I've never wanted to do this work, but it pays the mortgage and allows me the resources to do what I enjoy. Over time it has been fly-fishing, motorcycling and bicycling. I look at my time at work as time in between my adventures. I don't take my job for granted, but sometimes I feel that different choices in life could've allowed me to live simpler. I don't feel that I have that luxury now. Reading blogs like this and starting my own blog has given me a place to direct my energy though. I look for something interesting to share everyday now. I'm also finding ways to use my skills from my job to make this better. It keeps me from getting stuck in the everyday nonsense that is work. Wow, that's cool - you probably hear that a lot. I do video editing in FCP at work. I could see doing it everyday getting old though. I do that with this blog too - try to find the interesting in the everyday. It's been a fun outlet for me.

February 3, 2010 - 8:36 pm Sue Kemp - Dude, I am so there with you! What you are saying here is what I have said on numerous occasions. And just when I have been focusing on trying to be grateful for what I do have today just pinged all of this back in my brain - the "what am I doing!?!" feeling. I am afraid I am totally selling out in settling because I feel like I have to (single parenting with lots of responsibilities puts you there but love the kiddo way too much to not do for her of course..:) and yet I feel like that moment of "I would like to break free and do all I REALLY want to do for me." knowing it will spill into better things for all around me - this includes my family being in that space with me. It could be the year for this feeling but maybe really it is working to inspire us to step up and make some new choices and create new paths to our own happiness...at least that is how I am taking this feeling today...;) "Don't ask what the world needs - ask what makes you come alive and go do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive." ~ Reverend Howard Thurman Peace! - - - -This is the year! And thanks for the great quote!

Building walls around a moving target…

I have been walled in at work, literally. At one time I had the largest “office” on site. My “office” was located in a large room used to store all the A/V equipment, old tapes, media, poster and framing stuff along with my graphic producing, video editing Mac and the crappy company PC used to get email and get on the LAN. It was a big space and I had it all to myself.

Because of reasons beyond my control, This beautiful space I had to play my iPod while I worked has been divided into two cubicles. One for me and my equipment and one for my boss. Now I like my boss, but nobody needs to live in the cube right next to the boss.

She began moving her stuff into her new cube attached to mine and I realized that my kingdom would be no more. Instead of living in the one peaceful place on site, playing my music while working in my own little world, I would be listening to the boss on the phone or with someone or having to respond to the voice coming over the cubicle wall. I had it so good for awhile and every good thing must come to an end.

A friend of mine recently suggested that I read the book What Color is Your Parachute to help me to figure out what to do for my career. I need to make the time to read this and think about what I want to do. If you’ve been following this blog you know I am more than a little unhappy with my job. It is a depressing and non creative place to work. I could go on and on, but that’s not why you are here. You can go to your own water cooler to hear people complain about their job. All I know is I am determined to do something better, more satisfying, and good.

Here’s my plan so far. Without a plan there is nothing to do but complain.

I am writing this blog for one. So far with the google ads I have made about $2.88. Pretty impressive. I can almost buy a sandwich. I am selling art on etsy .com HERE. I am trying to get the artwork hanging where people can see it – that is key. It may look cool on this blog, but it is spectacular in person. I need to find the time to make contact with businesses that display art. I have one connection (Thanks Maria!) and I will be calling soon. I also am looking into art shows, although the overhead to get started is more than the $2.88 I have laying around.

Yes, I need to hammer out some more specifics for this plan, but I am training for the DK 200 and I work 10 hours a day and with the commute 12 hour a day, plus I write this spectacular blog and I have three kids at home. Yeah, I know excuses, excuses.

On a more cool note, I ordered some mini cards to have with me and hand out to everyone I can. I ordered a bunch using different types of substrate to check them out. Nothing against my faithful 41 fans, I love you. Thanks for reading, emailing and leaving comments – it makes me feel like I am on the right track. I am just thinking about all the free stuff I will get with more readers. Since I can’t win a race, maybe I will get free stuff if I have enough readers. And this is a promise – when I do get all my free stuff I will share with my faithful fans.

My mini cards

Feed Your Monkey!

-Eric

January 26, 2010 - 9:24 am James Goering - I clicked on some of your Google ads so you can now buy that sandwich. You are my new best friend. I will think of you as I eat my sandwhich.

January 26, 2010 - 12:12 pm LeLan Dains - Add another penny to the bank. I couldn't quite drop the $725 that I wanted to, but I did get myself a nice 4 card set for ten bucks. I need something to hang on the fridge and remind me of home. Good luck! Man, I love you guys. Lelan , those cards are sweet - you'll love them.

January 26, 2010 - 2:16 pm Roger - I see on your previous post of Cottonwood Falls there is a Bicyclist Breakfast there at Emma's Cafe the first Sunday of the month. Seems like a must do kinda thing.Cheers, Roger - - I saw that too - gonna have to do that and bring some friends...

January 26, 2010 - 7:12 pm bobby w. - dude, if we're in town on the first sunday of next month count me and my wifey in for emma chase. that sounds like a blast. and yeah...lelan is one of the best dudes ever. That sounds like fun!

January 26, 2010 - 11:46 pm Matt - Eric, I would love to go with you all, but I will be working. March is looking good, though. Haha, your job isn't as bad as you think it is.

January 26, 2010 - 11:50 pm Matt - Just looked at the Emma Chase Cafe's website, and they do the breakfast the first and third Sunday of every month. http://www.emmachasecafe.com/

January 27, 2010 - 12:14 am Matt - Ok, misread the website! Haha, the first Sunday is "Bicyclist Breakfast" and the third Sunday is "biker" breakfast! I for one refuse to wear leather pants on a bicycle. - -No leather pants for me either. We may get funny looks if we showed up on biker day!